when she awakened each morning
 
she took the thread of dream
 
still pressed to her forehead
 
like a stray hair
 
and tucked it in the old
 
green carnival glass bowl that
 
her grandma gave her
 
the one grandma once used
 
for the same purpose
 
 
and like grandma, she saved them
 
with the intent that someday
 
she'd take those iridescent threads
 
that flashed with headlight-bright
 
emotions and memories and magic
 
and embroider something pretty
 
for her own wall or maybe
 
to gift for her own granddaughter
 
 
but when the bowl eventually
 
became too full for the lid
 
(meaning the cat could try to
 
eat some of the threads
 
that was an emergency vet visit
 
she didn't need)
 
she ended up stuffing
 
colorful handfuls of dreams deep
 
into the trash bin 
 
the melancholy of what might have been
 
if she had the time
 
if she had the inspiration
 
clinging to her like
 
a thread